Untitled exhaustion....

This past week has been good but really full of life and all of the many things that happen around us. J is doing good. He is frustrated with the doctors lack of response to his problems with his meds. They are trying to just tell him to take immodium twice a day to solve the 'Problem' instead of solving the cause of it. His creatine is down to 142. He is liking the once a week clinic now. It has been raining none stop there and he is tired of it. I told him at least you don't have to shovel rain! I am sick of winter and it is only November! I got my H1N1 shot yesterday. I didn't feel a thing until today and now my arm is sore. Erin hasn't got out of bed for 2 days now. She is really sick. She got the shots exactly 2 weeks ago. She says her chest hurts and she has a stuffed nose and headache and sore throat. I hope she gets better. My mom sent me flowers today for my birthday on Friday.....37....mmmm not sure how I feel about this. Wait yes I do! I am feeling old! It may be silly but this is the first year I have been worried about it. I love the vase and the blue orchids. J is headed down to Seattle on the train tomorrow morning for Thankgiving with my family. I am excited for him. I love him and miss him. Not sure how the next 4 weeks will go by but this last week was sooosooo slow. I feel like I am in a tunnel and not sure where the end is. I always think about how I feel and wonder how much more intense it must be for him. Thanks to my Visiting Teachers who came today. Time to decorate outside with Uncle tomorrow! see'ya later!